31 December 2015 @ 12:00 am

This journal is semi-friends only. Most of my posts will always be public but I would like to know who friends me. Lately people have added me and I don´t know who they are. So if you add me please just let me know, tell me your name and maybe why you added me or something about you. That would be nice. Thank you!
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(just random quotes/lyrics/words that I think are pretty and want to remember; please don´t comment here; thank you)
Various Artists - Pride And Prejudice: Stars And Butterflies
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21 December 2013 @ 07:16 am
I just wanted to wish you all an early

Have a wonderful time with your family and friends. Cherish every moment you can spend with them. I hope you can forgive me for not doing the Christmas cards this year. It´s just that my family lost our dad and our dog within the last five weeks. There was no energy left in me. It still hurts so much that I sometimes can´t breath and I just can´t understand that they are not here any more. This poem was read at my dads funeral and it has helped me a lot:

"Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Nothing has happened. Everything remains exactly as it was. I am I, and you are you, and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolute and unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well. Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before. How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!"
by Henry Scott Holland

I really hope that we will meet again and that our dog Henry is now with him. Mom and I try to be brave and strong, but it´s just so had sometimes that we just sit together and cry. Goodbye dad and Henry until we see each other again. I love you.
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